ok so on last Sunday night before i went to sleep, this lizard gave me a shock.

and last night before i went to sleep, this cockroach gave me a shock.

what's with the recent appearances of lizards and cockroaches in my house?!
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so, trying to act brave. i went to take something, intending to hit it. It had to hide in between two things!

but, i stood in front of it and hesitated for a whole 5 minutes.

and in the end, i had to ask my mum to kill it cause i realise i don't dare to shift the two things away, in case the cockroach starts moving.

ok i'm pathetic, i know. hahah.

ok, i better wake up.
no matter how terrible i feel, i have to study ler!
aiyo gosh. =/
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yes yes. strong yet vulnerable.
that's me.

contradicting? i know.
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loving people we care about is to give them freedom, so they'll be happy.
i know, and am trying very hard.

thanks for your message girl. love you just as much. hope you enjoyed yourself with us today k! =)
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let's hope i survive k!

back home.

went to Pariss just now! we ate so much!! haha had a great time with them. and yes, we treated 2 of our friends. and so, i'm super broke now. sighs. =/ haha.
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the rain has stopped.
but why am i feeling weird?

in quite a good mood.

meeting my friends today. haven't seen them for quite some time! i haven't seen Zhenying for this whole Semester! wah.

ok i better get going!

haiyoh don't know what to say.